[No promises how long this will be here.]
In the writing group I'm in, there was a writing assignment. It was supposed to be based on our previous day. Those who know why I wrote this will know: some easily and other begrudgingly.Whether a vet or a new player to SWG, maybe this will resonate in a way.
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When I spoke to him, there was more I couldn't say versus what we told each other. Part of me always knew he always had my back no matter what I did. But I didn't drag him back for that purpose.
It's difficult to be a man of action when you don't want the revolution televised Even more difficult when you are the one working to quash the revolution at hand.
Objectivity is not pure. It must skew one way or the the other. A war or coup is never is never agreeing to disagree. It is a form of bloodshed in which two people were right. I wish I could say this battle was the last. It is more important for me to know my people are willing to fight for me, rather to have them to take up arms. Does that make me a dictator? This was not the first time, but this is stemming more from seeds of hate than selfishness or pure discontent.
Before was more clear-cut. It was more destructive in nature; but property and vision more than spirit or soul. Did the fires of our siege char my objectivity? Did it destroy the the kindness or compassion of my leadership? Did it shape me into the word of what it is: a ruler.
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